Today has been shit. Or at least I've felt shit. I've tried resting enough but nothing is enough for this stupid body of mine. I look sturdy and confident but I always have to take time to adjust. I really don't want to cry in front of my host family. I'm not a baby and I'm really not that emotionally unstable. It's just something my brain and body does to annoy me.
Anyway school was a bit weird, I changed groups and did some weird linguistics stuff as they're preparing for an official exam that Spanish students take. So it's not a class for a foreigner at all but it should be helpful because I'll learn a lot and we study literature and practise writing. The older women asked me about a language exchange but that's all the socialising that I did in that class. I think they just did it to show off anyway because they didn't say anything after class.
Urgh.
Definitely having an early night tonight. And yes I've taken all my vitamins and thought happy thoughts but the depression period is inevitable
The day ended well enough so I'm sure tomorrow will be better
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